You get what you ask for

It is 6:50 and has been raining all day. It has cleared and there is this deep blue hiding behind the ultra white cloud which is trying to peek out of the dirty brown cloud. The wispy clouds in the meadow flow like clean sheets as you put them on the bed. I look at it and ask do I deserve this? Asked that question numerous times before and I guess I got my answer in what is happening with D. I really need to learn that you get what you ask for. I think I am just waking up from a long sleep and starting to learn.