Seems that I think that happiness can only come in the future when preset conditions that are in my mind are met. Been doing that all my life and these conditions have been met and they didn't bring happiness so I set other conditions. If only P and I were together I would be happy.
Such bull shit.
I have already arrived. My happiness and peace are all around me if I would only open my eyes. That's all--open my eyes and feel the warmth of peace.
Has been a nice morning. Have to go to D'Babbs, do foodways letter, and work on my homework. Mo is coming and Honor is coming down to go to a Joe thing regarding his new book and then I think we are going to an art opening in
Castleberry. Hope Honor can treat me like a friend rather than a stranger she doesn't particularly like.
It's a beautiful day and I'm at peace.
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